Up and down.
And, all around.
Another cycle, and I want off the bus.
I’m tired of having to constantly “watch my back,”
always unsure of where the next strike will come.
I’m tired of feeling like it’s my responsibility to hold
it all together.
I’m tired. I’m worn.
I simply want to close my eyes and relax
Breathe
I want to trust again.
I’m done with endless cycles,
I want change.
Or, I want off the bus.
*(A post NOT induced by pregnancy related hormones/emotions)
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November 12th, 2008 at 1:28 pm
*hug* *hughughug*
I know exactly what you mean.
November 12th, 2008 at 2:06 pm
Oh Ash.. I am sorry.. HUGS to you..
November 12th, 2008 at 5:38 pm
That was a mysterious first post to read on this blog. I hope you’re not feeling this way much longer.
November 12th, 2008 at 8:02 pm
Well, yeah. I’m sorry. Hugs.
November 12th, 2008 at 9:17 pm
I had to read it 3x, but I get it. I’ll get on and drive us to the Women’s Colony.
November 13th, 2008 at 7:03 am
xoxoxoxo
I liked the way you had to qualify it at the end. Ain’t it great to have people thinking that all of your feelings are just raging hormones?!
November 13th, 2008 at 7:35 am
I’m not sure I get it but it doesn’t sound fun. HUGS in hope…
November 13th, 2008 at 5:08 pm
I’m sorry. Wishing you change and sending hugs.