Cycles
Up and down.
And, all around.
Another cycle, and I want off the bus.
I’m tired of having to constantly “watch my back,”
always unsure of where the next strike will come.
I’m tired of feeling like it’s my responsibility to hold
it all together.
I’m tired. I’m worn.
I simply want to close my eyes and relax
Breathe
I want to trust again.
I’m done with endless cycles,
I want change.
Or, I want off the bus.
*(A post NOT induced by pregnancy related hormones/emotions)
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Comments
Miss
*hug* *hughughug*
I know exactly what you mean.
Kim
Oh Ash.. I am sorry.. HUGS to you..
Neil
That was a mysterious first post to read on this blog. I hope you’re not feeling this way much longer.
Zoeyjane
Well, yeah. I’m sorry. Hugs.
Angie [A Whole Lot of Nothing]
I had to read it 3x, but I get it. I’ll get on and drive us to the Women’s Colony.
Nissa
xoxoxoxo
I liked the way you had to qualify it at the end. Ain’t it great to have people thinking that all of your feelings are just raging hormones?!
Hockeyman
I’m not sure I get it but it doesn’t sound fun. HUGS in hope…
Momisodes
I’m sorry. Wishing you change and sending hugs.