Archive for July, 2008

For and Against

by bosssanders on July 29, 2008 with 23 comments

Over the past couple of months, I’ve had an incredibly hard time putting into words how I felt. Well – maybe it had less to do with the words and everything to do with that “Publish” button – the one button that would spin my post into the blogosphere, never to be gotten back. So, instead I remained fairly quiet. Posting photos and lists and random odds-and-ends. I started many blog entries, just to delete them after writing only a few paragraphs. “Just put it out there!” A friend told me. But, I couldn’t. I couldn’t explain why – I just couldn’t.

I suppose I’m just not totally convinced that anyone really wants to know the things that run through my head on a more-than-occasional basis. I’m afraid to fully divulge the pieces of myself that I’ve held secret for so long – the things that still haunt me. Like now.

I could feel it coming, ever so slowly-like water, slowly edging up to my body- only to wash over me and then retreat – never threatening. Until one day, the waters stopped receding. Instead, they kept rising. Until I though I would drown. And then I forgot who I was. No, wait. I didn’t forget. I just stopped. My craft room and supplies laid deserted. The laundry began to double like jackrabbits – or was that the dust-bunnies and cat hair? I found it hard to sleep – and yet that’s all I wanted to do. Tears replaced the laughter, and finally – the will to even “be” was beginning to fade too.

I figured that at this rate, I was nothing more than a waste of space anyhow. So, why bother? And, then I caught myself eye-ing the medicine cabinet – and I knew. A battle has been waged. You see, I knew where this was all going before I got here – I just thought that I would have so much more time before it got to this point. I really thought I had more time.

But, this was nothing like last time – and yet, it was everything like last time.

At 15, I began to use my arms as a means of release. With a razor as my sword, I would release the pain inside of me. And, for a while – that was enough. But, then it wasn’t. And, so… 3 years later, I attempted to free myself. And, that too didn’t quite work out in the manner which I had originally intended it to.

(And, for that I’m thankful.)

The point is, I’ve been here before – and, knowing how it (almost) ended last time – I wasn’t going to take it lightly. I confided in a few close friends, and then made a call to request anti-depressants.

I was torn. I felt like I was admitting failure – that I was a failure – because I couldn’t do this alone. I felt like I was failing my family because while I knew these pills might help me, I also worried about having to pay for them out-of-pocket due to the lack of insurance – and thereby “wasting” that money when we might need it for something important later on.

After all, what if I wasn’t worth saving? What if this little pill was necessary for the rest of my life to simply make me hapy? What kind of a mother would that make me? What kind of a woman would that make me?

Despite the conflict in my brain, I called up my old once a year doctor (from back when we had insurance), and explained over voicemail how I needed anti depressants. The sound of the neediness in my voice echoed in my ears and I silently hung up the phone, hating myself even more. I was no longer strong – I was weak. Incapable. maybe even lazy. But for damn sure, I was going through a lot of Kleenex.

That afternoon, the prescription came through. And for once – in months – I felt hopeful. I felt like the end to the pain and darkness was near. I took my happy pill.

And, then a message came through in response to a thought I had posted. “Glad to see you’re finally being positive about something.”

With that, I shoved the pills to the bottom of my purse, so they wouldn’t serve as a constant reminder to the negative person I had become. Once more, I struggled with the feelings of inadequacy. Maybe I really am just negative. Perhaps I have no right to claim “depression” or these little pills. Maybe this really is…just me. The thoughts got worse, and began to spiral again – this time, only taking days instead of months.

Then, it clicked – something inside of me clicked. Screw it all. This is NOT me. This is not who I am, nor is it who I choose to be. For me, this is not a matter of war between myself and a a demonic evil. For me, this is a battle within – a battle in which, I am both fighting for and against myself. A battle where I must choose which part of me I will let win, and which part of me must lose. And, it all must start with that one little pill.

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Best Of Baby-Wearing for 2008

by bosssanders on July 28, 2008 with no comments


CARRIER BRAND: Sleepy Wrap
CARRIER STYLE: Wrap

EASE OF USE ( 1TO 10): 8
FABRIC CHOICE (COLOR/STYLE/FEEL) (1 TO 10): 8.5
COMFORT LEVEL (1 TO 10): 10
OVERALL DESIGN OF PRODUCT (1 TO 10): 10
COST: $33.95
WHERE TO BUY: Sleepy Wrap
FAVORITE THING ABOUT THIS PRODUCT/USING THIS PRODUCT: We loved the adjustability and softness of this product. Two different people that are completely different sizes can share this wrap, and it will work wonderfully as it can be customized easily to fit anyone.
LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT THIS PRODUCT/USING THIS PRODUCT: We can’t really think of anything!
OTHER COMMENTS/SUGGESTIONS: This wrap also is GREAT for being outdoors and doing lots of walking, etc. Very snug, very wonderful.


CARRIER BRAND: Hotslings – Everyday Collection
CARRIER STYLE: Pouch
EASE OF USE ( 1TO 10): 9
FABRIC CHOICE (COLOR/STYLE/FEEL) (1 TO 10): 10
COMFORT LEVEL (1 TO 10): 8
OVERALL DESIGN OF PRODUCT (1 TO 10): 8
COST: $48.00
WHERE TO BUY: Hotslings.com
FAVORITE THING ABOUT THIS PRODUCT/USING THIS PRODUCT: We LOVED the large selection of prints. It’s like an awesome new accessory!
LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT THIS PRODUCT/USING THIS PRODUCT: The sizing. Depending on your size and body type, the sizing can be a little off. We’d love to see a new sizing chart.
OTHER COMMENTS/SUGGESTIONS: We adored the look of this sling. Very chic, machine washable, and a beautiful print! And, as will all of the Hotslings, they offer leg padding for your infant’s comfort.


CARRIER BRAND: Hotslings – Designer collection
CARRIER STYLE: Pouch
EASE OF USE ( 1TO 10): 9
FABRIC CHOICE (COLOR/STYLE/FEEL) (1 TO 10): 9
COMFORT LEVEL (1 TO 10): 8
OVERALL DESIGN OF PRODUCT (1 TO 10): 8
COST: $60.00
WHERE TO BUY: Hotslings.com
FAVORITE THING ABOUT THIS PRODUCT/USING THIS PRODUCT: Very cute and fresh print.
LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT THIS PRODUCT/USING THIS PRODUCT: Sizing Chart.
OTHER COMMENTS/SUGGESTIONS:


CARRIER BRAND: Hotslings – Reversible Collection
CARRIER STYLE: Pouch
EASE OF USE ( 1TO 10): 9
FABRIC CHOICE (COLOR/STYLE/FEEL) (1 TO 10): 7 – would love to see more choices for the reversible slings. (Especially some of the prints they already carry, but made into reversible slings)
COMFORT LEVEL (1 TO 10): 8
OVERALL DESIGN OF PRODUCT (1 TO 10): 8
COST: $60.00
WHERE TO BUY: Hotslings.com
FAVORITE THING ABOUT THIS PRODUCT/USING THIS PRODUCT: We liked the fact that one sling could be turned inside out and reused. This was perfect for casual wear or more dressier settings. Plus, if one side gets a little spot on it (before you can get home to wash it), turn it inside out and it still looks fabulous!
LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT THIS PRODUCT/USING THIS PRODUCT: Sizing chart.
OTHER COMMENTS/SUGGESTIONS: Wish there was as big of a selection in prints as their other collection, but still great.


CARRIER BRAND: Hotslings – Organic Collection
CARRIER STYLE: Pouch
EASE OF USE ( 1TO 10): 9
FABRIC CHOICE (COLOR/STYLE/FEEL) (1 TO 10): 7
COMFORT LEVEL (1 TO 10): 8
OVERALL DESIGN OF PRODUCT (1 TO 10): 8
COST: $50.00
WHERE TO BUY: Hotslings.com
FAVORITE THING ABOUT THIS PRODUCT/USING THIS PRODUCT: It’s made of organic material and is still the same trusted Hotslings design!
LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT THIS PRODUCT/USING THIS PRODUCT: Sizing Chart.
OTHER COMMENTS/SUGGESTIONS: We want to be earth-friendly and chic, too! We’d love to see more fun colors/prints in the organic line!


CARRIER BRAND: Modmum
CARRIER STYLE: Pouch
EASE OF USE ( 1TO 10): 9
FABRIC CHOICE (COLOR/STYLE/FEEL) (1 TO 10): 8
COMFORT LEVEL (1 TO 10): 8
OVERALL DESIGN OF PRODUCT (1 TO 10): 7
COST: $64.00
WHERE TO BUY: Modmum.com
FAVORITE THING ABOUT THIS PRODUCT/USING THIS PRODUCT: The funky designs – and reversible!
LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT THIS PRODUCT/USING THIS PRODUCT: This sling is not for the really really petite. The smallest size offered is still a little extra roomy for the super tiny ladies.
OTHER COMMENTS/SUGGESTIONS: We’d love to see more design options! Does not have leg padding.


CARRIER BRAND: Maya
CARRIER STYLE: Lightly Padded Ring Sling
EASE OF USE ( 1TO 10): 7
FABRIC CHOICE (COLOR/STYLE/FEEL) (1 TO 10): 6COMFORT LEVEL (1 TO 10): 7
OVERALL DESIGN OF PRODUCT (1 TO 10): 7
COST: $55.95
WHERE TO BUY: Mayawrap.com
FAVORITE THING ABOUT THIS PRODUCT/USING THIS PRODUCT: We liked that sling was adjustable in two different places.
LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT THIS PRODUCT/USING THIS PRODUCT: You had to put your baby in and then, it took some time to adjust it properly.
OTHER COMMENTS/SUGGESTIONS: We also weren’t a fan of the fabric selection. They were pretty in a very earthy way, but for those of us that want to sport something more fashionable WHILE carrying our babies, there wasn’t much to choose from.


CARRIER BRAND: Infantino – 6-in-1-rider
CARRIER STYLE: Ergo Baby Carrier
EASE OF USE ( 1TO 10): 3 – The directions left a lot to be desired, and there were an awful lot of snaps and buckles.
FABRIC CHOICE (COLOR/STYLE/FEEL) (1 TO 10): 1
COMFORT LEVEL (1 TO 10): 4
OVERALL DESIGN OF PRODUCT (1 TO 10): 2
COST: Ranges from $15 – $25
WHERE TO BUY: Walmart and Amazon.com
FAVORITE THING ABOUT THIS PRODUCT/USING THIS PRODUCT: It was fairly inexpensive.
LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT THIS PRODUCT/USING THIS PRODUCT: If the snaps are weak (as ours must have been) – even though it was brand new – and your baby is put into the carrier, you could hear some snaps popping. You better be ready to catch them.
OTHER COMMENTS/SUGGESTIONS: We don’t recommend this product.

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Giveaway 2 – Books!

by bosssanders on July 27, 2008 with 125 comments

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For my second giveaway (be sure to check out the first, a hotslings ORGANIC sling!), I’m giving away your choice of book. Choose from the following titles:

Cold Edge by Robert W. Walker

The Lazarus Hotel by Jo Bannister

The Memory Keeper’s Daughter

Fiddlers by Ed McBain

Please sign-up by leaving a comment to this post, letting me know your NAME, which book you’d like if you win, and your email address so I can contact you!

Good luck!

Want to be entered TWICE more (for a total of three times)?  Simply put this badge in your sidebar on your blog and link to me (www.bosssanders.com):

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PS – you can drag and drop the img or copy and paste it.  Be sure you link to this site (www.bosssanders.com), as that is how I will know whether you get two extra entries when it shows up in my info page.

And, for more contests, check out Bloggy Giveaways!

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Giveaway – Organic Hotslings Sling

by bosssanders on July 27, 2008 with 196 comments

media-3.jpg I’m giving away this GREAT XS Organic Hotslings Sling. It’s brand-new in the package and ready to go! To win, simply leave a comment and tell me where in the world you are (State or, if not in the US – tell me the area).

Please be sure to leave your EMAIL address too so I can contact you!!

Want to be entered TWICE more (for a total of three times)? Simply put this badge on your website and link to (www.bosssanders.com):

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PS – you can drag and drop the img or copy and paste it. Be sure you link to this site (www.bosssanders.com), as that is how I will know whether you get two extra entries when it shows up in my info page.

And, for the other sling I’m giving away, go HERE!

For more giveaways, check out: the Bloggy Giveaways website!

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Sweaty Stupid

by bosssanders on July 26, 2008 with 6 comments

Yesterday, I had the brightest idea EVER.  I decided that I would get Lorelei and myself out of the house and go for a walk up and down the neighboring street.  The very idea of getting some easy cardio in via walking and the fresh air excited me – as well as the chance to spot a neighbor to ask what happened to the dog I rescued (lured out) from a building site (and they had graciously agreed to foster).  After our lunch, I pulled back my hair, slipped into some workout gear and walking shoes and prepared us both a “just in case” snack and two containers of cold water.  We were set.  I wheeled Lorelei out of the garage, and down the drive – and then I realized I’d forgotten something.  The sunshade.  Crap.  There really was no way we could go out without either a hat or sunshade, so we headed back up the drive to fetch the latter.  And then, we were off again.

A few minutes later, I noticed something spectacular as we moved along down the road.  It was a swing.  And, an above ground pool.  And, a few toys?  Could it be?  New owners in the home that had been vacant for three years?  And, and…can I dare hope it…they have kids?!  And, not just kids…that’s …omg, that’s a baby swing!  Appropriate for up to 3 years!  (We have the EXACT same one.)  Luckily, there wasn’t a car in the driveway, otherwise I might not have been able to contain the excitement of the possibility and might’ve walked straight up to embarrass  introduce myself in full-clad workout gear.  We walked on, and about 3/4 of a mile down the road, I made yet another discovery – besides the fact that one home had nothing but large rocks in their open mailbox – more. baby. toys!!!  I made a mental note of house numbers, and kept walking.  I planned to inquire later with other neighbors to find out exactly who these people were – and, more importantly, were these parents or grandparents of the children (meaning, do they LIVE out here or are they just here for summer visits)??

We trekked on, with no other great surprises and with the middle of the afternoon sun bearing down on me and sweat dripping.  Panting, I rested mid-hill in the shade to sip my water.  Whose great idea had this been, anyways?  To walk over 2.5 miles in mid-day heat up insanely hilly roads while pushing a stroller?   Brilliant.  After a couple of moments of really intense thought, I decided I’d rather get fat than do cardio outdoors in July.  As quickly as my new cardio routine began, it ended.  Right then and there.  Well, in my head it ended.  I still had to walk back the rest of the way.  And, so I did.

And, when I got home?  I promptly died.

Don’t worry, I’m much better now.

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A Mental Move.

by bosssanders on July 25, 2008 with 11 comments

I’ve been thinking a lot about packing our things up and moving. I’d prefer Ptown as it’s where I grew up, but seeing as how that’d be a little more of a drive for Steven, that’s probably not going to happen. The other option is CollegeTown. Regardless, the nagging desire to have people my age around me was drowning out almost all of my reasonable thoughts. Thing is, I’ve been feeling awfully lonely. I want friends my own age who live close enough that I can visit with frequently and not just when one of them gets hitched or has a kid. And, it’d be especially great if Lorelei could have some playdates thrown in as well. But, really. Do you know what most 22 year olds are doing? In my head, it sounds great to go to CollegeTown and be able to go have drinks with friends, but most likely the vast amount of those friends would be at a totally different (partying) stage in their life. Realistically, I’m sure that’s not what I REALLY want. Do I? (No.)

I’m just a little stir-crazy is all. Lorelei and Steven make great company, but sometimes, a girl just needs to get away. By herself. And, showers don’t count, sweetie. They really don’t. Problem is, we basically live in a small retirement town. Don’t get me wrong, this place is peaceful as all get out and absolutely beautiful with basically no crime rate BUT sometimes it gets a little too quiet. And, as much as I love my neighbors, all but one set could be my grandparents. Which is awesome…until it comes time to socializing. With. People. Our. Own. Age. And, then it gets tricky. I’m all for throwing parties and I totally respect and enjoy people of all ages, but methinks inviting neighbors over for a cocktail party could likely end with false teeth in my Bloody Mary, or something even more crazy and slightly mind-scarring.

Hell, I dunno.  Maybe I shouldn’t knock it before I try it, eh?  Could at the very least make for some great blog-fodder.

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What Dreams May Come…

by bosssanders on July 24, 2008 with 10 comments

I can’t get out of my head this crazy – and, very detailed – dream which I dreamt a few nights ago. I realize that some dreams are supposed to have meanings and all that jazz, but I’m a little befuddled as to what the meaning of my dream held. Actually, every person who asked me to tell it was immediately sorry they had, and looked at me as if I was pure craziness – which might not be that far from the truth, although I see not what the dream has to do with it.

I know you are all dying to know what my dream was about, and so I shall tell you. I don’t want anyone to hyperventilate out of the sheer torture of the unknown, so I’ll spill the morbid details:

Husband and I were standing on the sand of a lake-beach. It was late afternoon, and the crowd of people clustered across the beach, staring out over the large dock and dark waters. Suddenly, something flew low and over our heads, as if it had just taken off. Our immediate reaction was to think a plane had just taken off; but, upon a second look we realized that it was a four-wheeler. It rotated mid-air above the water, and the rider fell off. A swarm of off-duty lifeguards clustered together, intending to swim out to the man’s rescue. A young woman with dark bobbed hair pushed her way through the crowd of life guards, and was met with resistance only when the leader, another girl, told her to fall back “Lifeguards only.” The dark haired girl didn’t listen, and swam out. Together, the leader and the dark haired girl, brought the man out of the water and carried him to the LifeGuard vehicle/golf-cart. They motioned for us to come over, and we did. We figured they needed some sort of first-aid assistance and were surprised when they only asked if we had a camera. Then, they leaned in together with the deceased man’s head between their’s, hoisted up by his neck between his fingers as if he were some prized deer from a hunt. He mostly had no hair, and his skin had a grayish tinge with darkened hollows for eyes – as if he’d been there for a while. And, as they situated his body between them for the prize picture, I glimpsed a bloody mess beneath his clothes.

*End of dream*

So, let’s recap real quick: My dream was about a dead guy, dark water, and freaky lifeguards. Got it. As I was letting my daughter wind down tonight, I decided to borrow her dream book off her shelf. And, although I figured there’d be nothing much mentioned of sadistic lifeguards, bloody messes, and four-wheeler wrecks – I figured I could at least find keywords like death, water, and maybe even an emotion like fear (as “f*ed up” wasn’t an option).

I read the inside cover, and the book began to look more and more promising, telling about how if Julius Ceaser’s wife wouldn’t have ignored her dreams, the ending might’ve been different. And, how all of our dreams have either good or bad omens. So, I flipped through the pages, divided by keywords. Diamonds? No, no diamonds in this one. Kiss? No, none of those either. Naked? Eh, what kind of book is this again? Water? Ooooh there we go!

Water: To play in the water denotes a sudden awakening to love and passion. To have it sprayed on your head denotes that your passionate awakening to love will meet reciprocal consummation.

Right, well ermm…I think you’re wrong. Not only did I not get in the water, but I’m pretty sure this dude was mostly dead and not planning to wake up anytime soon. The rest of the book made me puke a little more in my mouth with each new topic – all sorts of fuzzy puppy dog butts and rainbow squirts (or something like that). I suppose a dream that includes death, sadistic lifeguards, wrecks, and scary looking dead people must mean one thing: Satan is living in my basement. Oh wait, I don’t have a basement.

Crap, I’m out of ideas then.

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Trial, but mostly error.

by bosssanders on July 23, 2008 with 12 comments

This morning, L woke up to a slightly wet bed. We had taken precautions and put shorts on over her disposable last night, but apparently this diaper was a little faulty. It left the telltale signs of discolored rings in random spots across her freshly laundered sheets. I made a mental note to change her sheets and wash them after she’d showered and ate. Unfortunately, it wasn’t until nap time that I realized the extra sheet was dirty. Awesome. I threw her bedding in the washer and settled on the idea of trying to get L to take a nap with me, in my bed. She’s not much on cuddling (if it’s not on her terms), and this was definitely not on her terms. She screamed, wailed, whined, thrashed her feet, and tried to forcefully remove my arm that was holding her down. Of course, this wasn’t the REAL upset crying as she stopped every five seconds to evaluate my response – which was nothing. I began to sing my made up version of “Hush little baby,” which changes every time because not only can I not remember the original version, but it was always a little boring for my tastes. She quieted down, putting her thumb in her mouth and her Gigi blanky over her eyes. Then, with her extra hand, she reached over her body and squeezed my nose. I kept singing, unaffected. So, she grabbed my nose, this time not letting go. I giggled, she giggled, we giggled. She tenderly brushed a few wisps of hair over my face, and then off again, wrinkling her nose as they tickled. She’d giggle, turning her head so she could escape from the hair she’d unleashed and rub the sensation from her eyes and nose. It was perfect. “It’s time to go to sleep,” I whispered. Her response was to make an “L shape” with her hand and offer me her thumb. We giggled again, and she brought her feet up and stuck her big toe in her mouth. More giggles. She had given up the fight a while back, and laid there being nothing but cuteness.

I thought I wanted her to nap, but this was so much better.

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Babywearing 101 – Part II

by bosssanders on July 21, 2008 with no comments

When it comes to babywearing, there are literally thousands of choices. For newbies, the choices can be a little daunting. Below, are the basic types of slings:

Pouch Sling
A pouch sling is a piece of fabric which is sewn together at the ends (making a tube) and folded to form a pocket. The “tube” of fabric is folded in on itself and then draped over the shoulder (putting one arm and head inside the “hole”) like a sash. The baby then can sit in the pouch in the front or side (and sometimes, back). These slings are easy to use and great for slipping on and off. However, be sure to measure well for the sizing, because if you choose the wrong size it will most likely not be adjustable. Also, you and your partner will most likely need two different slings (unless you are the exact same size). Because pouch slings are not adjustable, it can be difficult to get a snug carrying position, especially one that fits tightly against your body.
Examples: Modmum, Hotslings

Ring Sling
This is a long piece of fabric where one end is attached to two rings and the other end is threaded through them, forming a “sash” of sorts. The fabric creates a “pocket” and the different edges of the fabric can be pulled tighter, to create a more snug hold. Some ring slings feature padding in the shoulder (so the fabric doesn’t dig in) and in the edges (or rails – where baby’s legs are) for extra comfort. Ring slings are good for vertical distribution of weight, and are quick to get on and off. The ‘tail’ material can be used for discreet breastfeeding, and can even be wrapped around the ring if becomes uncomfortable. With a ring sling, many parents can share the same sling (except in large size differences).
Examples: Maya Ring Sling

Wrap Sling
This is a long, stretchy piece of fabric which you wrap and tie around your body so that your baby is held securely. With wraps, you generally tie the wrap around your body first and then slip your baby/toddler in. Wraps are great for distributing weight across your body as you can wrap between your shoulders. This wrap is incredibly versatile and can be worn by parents in a variety of sizes.
Examples: Sleepy Wrap

Backpacks and Soft Carriers
The backpack carrier is basically a carrier with straps that go over the shoulders, much like a backpack. Baby can be worn in the front or back. Some backpack carriers are even equipped with neck support for infants.
Examples

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My 100 things

by bosssanders on July 21, 2008 with 11 comments

I asked Miss to start a list, so I will too.  Out of fairness ;)   Besides, she says my Amazon list with 99% L’s stuff just doesn’t cut it.  I hope you’ll all do this (and be sure to tell me!  ESPECIALLY if you are doing the bloggy swap!)  Anyways, the idea is to post 100 of my favorite things…for gift ideas/inspiration/etc.  This is way different than the 100 of my favorite things list where you’re allowed to post things like “sex, family, and blah blah blah.”  (Hear me, Miss???)  lol

My 100 things:

1.  Burt’s Bees Chapstick.  With Peppermint.  Nothing works as good.
2.  Crazy/Funky cloth napkins.
3.  Clothes.  I love shopping at stores like Charlotte Russe, Limited, Ann Taylor Loft, Gap, Old Navy, etc.  Depending on the store, my size is always different.  But, that at least gives you an idea of my “style”
4.  This book.
5.  This book.
6.  This book.
7.  This book.
8.  This book.
9.  Chocolate.  OMG.
10. Chocolate, caramel, and pecans…together!
11.  Brownie Bites
12.  Reeses Pieces or Reeses Peanut butter cups
13.  Young Living Essential Oils
14.  I love the “all natural stuff” that you buy at the health food stores
15.  Crafty stuff.  I love it all, mostly.
16.  The smell of chocolate.
17.  Scent of honeysuckle
18.  Fruity scents
19.  Massages
20.  A book on woodworking ( a really good one)
21.  Tools for woodworking
22.  Photoshop Elements 6 for a Mac
23.  A deep freezer (new or old), so I can freeze meals to save money!
24.  Music.  I like music.
25.  Hammock and stand
26. Stationery
27.  Wax seal kit ( I SOOOO WANT THIS!!)
28.  Organizational stuff.
29.  Trips.
30.  I want to go to Disney World
31. Vancouver
32.  Sand Diego
33. Los Angeles
34. Las Vegas
35.  TAZO pomegranate and plum green teas.  Oh geez.  Yum.
36.  Mini colorful outdoor paper lanterns (bright colors)
37.  Funny stuff
38.  Random things (although, I don’t do much when it comes to knicknacks)
39.  Framed Photographs
40.  Wall hangings and paintings (My Bedroom is a blue/ocean-ish feel, Kitchen/DR is lime (the fruit) green with accents of bright colors like pink, yellow, turquoise, and purple and is all about whimsy.  LR is a deep red (brick-ish almost.  Not burgundy.  I hate burgundy.  We’ve got some asian inspired things, but mostly its just dark woods, red, and cozy.  I’m trying not to make it toooo ethnic of any sorts)
41.  dinner at B. Russells
42.  dinner at Flamingo Row
43.  A deck.  Who wants to buy me a deck?  haha.  I’m running out of realistic wishes, here.
44.  A new fridge
45.  A new dishwasher that actually gets stuff clean
46.  A new stove/oven just so it’ll all match haha  (I’m still trying to think of less exp stuff)
47.  I have a garden.  So, a cute mom/daughter gardening set would be cute.
48.  I don’t wear crocs.  And, won’t.  I also won’t wear gloves in the garden.
49.  I like earrings.  I hate bracelets (although if you make me one, I’ll forever cherish it…just not wear it).  I blame my wrists which are bony.
50.  Black stillettos.  Because I have none.  I know, right?  I won’t post my shoe size because I’ll never hear the end of the mockery, but you can email me for sizes.
51.  I’d say little signs for my garden but I kind of cram packed it with a huge variety of stuff.  That, and some of the plants didn’t listen to me and grow where I told them too…stupid birds/rain.
52.  I like outdoor pretty stuff.  You know, chimes, little statues of angels and rocks that say “grow dammit” and other hilarious things.
53.  Roses.  I like roses.  Especially really different ones.  They should come with roots and a pot so I can plant them and they can grow FOREVER!
54.  Starbucks iced frappucino.  Caramel with shots of chocolate.  Vannilla bean is good too.
55.  A sweet phonecall.
56.  Random postcards, letters, cards.  I save them.
57.  Funky mirrors
58.  Those hilarious old-school photos of women with hilarious sayings on things…ahhh you know what I’m talking about, right?
59.  Hell, I’m only on 59???  Plane tickets.
60.  Somebody pay my way for BlogHer 09!!  Haha (Hey, this is my list of wants, and I’m getting strapped for 100!)
61.  Make me something.  I will love it, I swear.
62.  Compost
63.  A new bedding set.  Like this one.  Exactly like it.  lol
64.  2 cheapo bedside tables.  White.  Like these.  Only, I’m cool if they were used and need painting and sanding :)
65.  Umm…a basic white plant stand (I think they have them at the company store?).  Nothing all wiry, just simple wood.  Simple lines.  Nothing expensive.  Just something I can put indoor plants on in front of the window so my cats won’t eat them.
66.  Indoor bamboo palm plants
67.  Hehe, can you tell I’m wanting to redo my house stuff? Okay, no more mentioning house stuff…  I love throws.  Soft ones.
68.  My favorite colors are raspberry pink and caribbean blues and turquoises.  If you don’t know what raspberry pink is…HERE.  I don’t know what the frick that thing is, but it’s the right color.
69.  I also love bright orange (not neon colors), lime (as in the fruit, not neon) green, and lavender
70.  I like fun, fresh designs and patterns
71.  I also like girly stuff.
72.  I’m running out of room, so I’ll start posting sizes.
73. Waist: 24 inches
74.  Hips: 33 inches
75. I’m about 5’1″ and that should tell you loads about length
76.  Depending on brand, I can wear an XS or Small.  If it’s super small sizes, I can sometimes wear a Medium (like Hollister – but hollister cleans my wallet out and we are not currently friends)
77.  Same with bottoms.  Generally I wear an XS/S or a 1 or 2.  Depending on the brand.
78.  Shoes…5.5 to 6
79.  Ohhhh yeh…I want one of those little bowl thingies with the little grinder doohickey (for herbs).  I forget the names of them and am sure Steven knows, but I don’t want to ask again.  Anyhow, I want one of those.
80.  I like Vodka.  Grey Goose, would be cool to try.
81.  I love wacky “kits”.  Like…cupcake kits, make your own this or that kit, sushi kit, etc.  Whether it’s a store bought already put together kit, or you put it together.  I go crazy over kits.
82.  I also love pampered Chef
83.  And Athleta.com
84.  And food.  And drinks.  And I go crazy over good sweets.
85.  I love pier one an the World Market.
86.  I am a romantic.
87.  Seriously, I love almost anything.  Kiwi Magazine, Wondertime, and Mothering (in that order)
88.  Books.
89.  Are you getting to know my likes/dislikes yet?  I love music of all sorts, as long as its not so head banging rock that I cant understand the words (Limp Bizkit is okay, so if its more headbanging than that…maybe not), I hate listening to yodeling, really bluegrassy music makes me gassy (I like country just not the really hick sounding stuff…I guess i like SOME bluegrass…just not all), and….I think I like most everything else?
90. I like to learn more about my friends.
91.  I like movies but hate owning a bunch.  Hence, we netflix and borrow alot.  Way better.  I like going to the theater occasionally but mostly I end up having to pee and trying to hold it the whole time as some shit kicks the back of my seat (while I need to pee).
92.  I can transform from the whole girly girl to the outdoor chic in like .5 seconds.  Which reminds me, a good all natural and non harmful mosquito and tick repellant would be cool.
93.  I like cooking as long as it’s fun and experimental.  (i.e. I don’t fry chicken or make meatloaf – common southern dishes – unless I’m making them with a twist.  I prefer to eat and cook other stuff).
94.  I pretty much don’t wear camo.  Sorry.
95.  I love hilarious graphic (fitted ) tees.
96.  I love learning.  And, right now, I’m really into natural healing and all that comes with.  And, of course…I want to learn woodworking.
97.  I like fabric.  Colorful, fun, bright, modern, fresh fabric (to sew with).
98.  Almost done!  YES!  The romantic in me loves redenvelope.com, the simple/mod gal in me loves IKEA (although we dont have a store anywhere around here), the neatfreak in me loves the Container Store, the interior designer in me loves Crate and Barrel, Pier 1, and Pottery Barn (occasionally) and World Market.  The crafty in me loves etsy.com and the weirdo in me loves uncommongoods.com.  And the total nerd in me loves bookstores.  Period.  lol
99.  Other interests of mine are: homeschooling, cloth diapering, world religions and alternative views (I’m stocked up on Baptist, Catholic, and Mormon though), alternative lifestyles, psychology, natural healing and alternative medicines…and I think I’ve told you the other stuff.
100.  It’s not so much the stuff, as it is the experience and the thoughts behind it.  If I know you spent time to make me something or really really put  thought into a gift or an “action,” I’ll love it – no matter what it is.  This list is not a beggar’s list, it was REALLY hard for me to fill 100 things.  It’s a guide.  It’s a way to know me better.  And, if you want to use it, you can.  If not, that’s hunky dorey, too!  Mostly, it’s here for the bloggy swap and so I can bribe Miss into doing one, too!!!  lol

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